My blog is almost a month old and I absolutely love writing my posts. Thanks to everyone for reading and giving me feedback, I appreciate it so much! Also, to every person, whether they know it or not, who has inspired anything in my posts, thanks. This is something that went from being just a little fun thing to do on the side to something I'm super passionate about so thank you!!!
For those who know me, writing is my therapy. So, today I'm taking a blog break (I think I'm going to incorporate these "blog breaks" from time to time now just to add some flavor) and publishing a poem I wrote quite some time ago. I think a lot of the words in the poem speak to a series of different situations that everyone has faced at some point. Sit back, relax, and enjoy.
he came to school with all of the answers
and he never expected to meet her
so when fate put the two of them together
their lives became an amorphous and dreamy blur
she wanted to respect his wishes and just be her
because she didn't want to be one of those clingy and needy girls
so they played a never ending game of cat and mouse
till before they knew it, his hands were under her blouse
in between bouts of amazing conversation
they gazed and kissed brought one another a high level of elation
as they battled what they wanted, what they needed, and the inevitable motion of fate
he knew he didn't want commitment, so she figured she could still appreciate him, even if there was never a date
because she knew she wouldn't change him but her heart moved too quick
making reckless and thoughtless turns when she knew the rules were very strict
and so what went from being late night lyrical conversations
turned into chaotic and emotion wrecked sensations
he knew his interests would be fleeting
but when she finally realized that, to her, he suddenly seemed viciously misleading
when he didn't want to talk, she labeled him as mean
when really they were both freaking out because things were becoming too routine
he told her from day one he could never bring himself to be the a hole
yet he was able to just up and leave after taking one glimpse into her soul
there was something about him she knew she wouldn't let go
but she couldn't speak, couldn't make a move because of her ego
they went from hours of gazing to not being able to look in each other's face
went from hour long sessions of kissing to not even thinking about sharing an embrace
they went from amazing friends to total strangers
because with emotion comes uncertainty, fright, and danger
he told her he couldn't lie, he said, "it just isn't me"
but he never told her that within their friendship, there was no reciprocity
she misses him but that's something she can't admit
because realizing that he meant something makes her is a shameful and inevitable hit
she's supposed to be unreachable, untouchable, kind of the way he was
she's supposed to be able to blow off people just because
he's using his school work as a pretty good excuse
but she sees straight through him so they both no it's no use
and she wonders who's the girl who now captured his attention
and will she be able to stay around long enough to capture his affection
because the next girl could be in the same position
as he goes out and steals hearts as if he's on some kind of mission
if she tries to change his attitude, those chances are very slim
because there's something divine yet sadly unbreakable about him
something in her heart told her if it was right, fate would intervene
and allow them not to be friends, not to be lovers, but something beautifully in between
he's still making her life a dreamy and confusing blur
because he touched something new and soulful inside of her
Love freely,
tY
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